Blehhhh school :P
School starts tomorrow…ahh! I have to wake up early too!! D: Terrible. I know. 7 AM will come too soon! :/ Abba give me strength to rise in the morning with a smile on my face. Goodnight to all of you! :)
Song of the day: A Drowning by How to Destroy...
Last night I talked to a close friend who reminded me that if I want something I need to surrender it to God and make it His…because if I get the thing I want and give it to Him only then will I know it was God’s will and desire. Monday I gave my brother this verse as he started his first day of school as a senior: Romans 12:2 Do not confirm any longer to the patterns of this...
Strength. In hard times we need strength…but our strength cannot come from us. It must come from God. He is stronger than the hurricane winds. He is my rock. Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. :) Love you all so much!
Song of the day: Tom’s Diner by Susanne Vega
Today is our first day of recruitment. Wow. Last night I talked to a close friend about what I’ve been struggling with and this came up: I ‘m not being persistant with my relation with Abba. It killed me when I realized that. I just keep saying one thing and doing the opposite or nothing at all. I am suppose to be living an example, yet instead I’m living the life of a...
Right now in my life I feel “numbish.” But I look to the Bible for reassurance that what I am going through is worth it. Romans 12:12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. So that’s what I need to do. Woohoo! :/ I really need You Father. Come into me and fill me up.
It’s times like these (((when you don’t feel anything))) that you must live by FAITH and not feelings. Walking with the Lord continuously..even though it’s tiresome some of the time and a pain in the put to stick to..is what we’re called to do. So ta-dah. I’m sticking with it! :) …even though that smiley face right now was forced…I know that God, in the...
Song of the day: Happy Birthday by The Birthday...
Aug 11th 2011...
Well today’s my birthday :) Yay! God has really helped me realize what it is like to live my life with and through Him :) Love you all!
Song of the day: By The Way by Red Hot Chili...
gym this early?
Yeah..I’m working out to Worship music—That’s the ONLY way I’ll be motivated to work out.
Song of the day: Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz
Well it's official
This year is going to be a challenge. NO way that the enemy would let me go easy. Quiet time is hard to plan out. Talking to God feels like a chore and is a bore when I see all that I can do besides that. BLEH!
Song of the day: Wet Hot Summer by Cobra Starship
Song of the day: Where Love Went Wrong by...
Mess up. Screw up. He's still there.
Well I definitely screwed up last night. I’ll explain later. Later Okay so I went out that night. I went out and drank. I got heavily drunk actually. But God know’s we’re gonna mess up. Instead of judging us He forgives us! He weeps for us! His heart cries out to us! We don’t need drugs or alcohol or pain or sex or any other addictions to complete us; they will just empty...
Song of the day: You’ll Find A Way by...
I seriously love not being "alone"
In many ways you can remind people that they’re not the only ones struggling to get by. I am able to relate to girls in that sort of way by letting them know that they’re not alone in the sense of being a virgin or having to drink to have fun. :) Love you all :)
Song of the day: Vanished by Crystal Castles
Ah sorry for not posting in FOREVER.
I have some extreme stuff to tell you all about…but first I have to get ready for some sorority stuff this morning. Love you all :)
2 Corinthians 12:10 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. Jeremiah 29:13 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
And so the challenge begins.
You know you never actually prepare yourself for the times when you’re going to be tested. I have a choice. I do. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense to anyone but I’m just a big mess. I have the choice to turn down an opportunity I usually wouldn’t. Dang. :/ I turned it down. But still. It was easy—-but it was my choice. No one is aswering their phones or skype....
Moved in. But REALLY??
God is seriously testing my patience on the littlest things. :P
July 28. Daddy's Playlist
Ah. I leave tomorrow to go back to school! D: Freaking out..just a little bit. I’m making a playlist for my Daddy, though. Ha. I’m going to miss him and want him to know that I’m going to do my very best in school this year. Last year I played WAY too much…like no joke I have grades to prove it. But this year…this year is going to be different. Anyway here is the...
July 27 You alone are God.
Well it’s official. Not only am I supposed to be sober this semester/year I also know now that my mission field isn’t far from home. I am called to be a loving and un-judging sister in my sorority :) I am so excited. I wish I could explain the whole process right now, but I am exhausted. :P Later I will post the most amazing thing yet :) toodle loo until then :D
Song of the day: More Beautiful You by Johnny Diaz
Song of the day: Hello by Martin Solveig feat....
July 26 WEIRD
Wow. I know I’m supposed to wait but it’s so funny how God uses my mom to help me remember :P She gave me this book. It was written in the 80’s. Wow great reminder to stay pure and why to stay pure until marriage. Also it gives helpful hints on how to know when the “one” is the “one.” :)
Song of the day: Sometimes by David Crowder Band...
Passion City Church 7/24
Last night I went to Passion City Church ((PCC)) and I was amazed. The presence of God was amongst us. I could FEEL it! It was awesome. While I was worshipping I opened my eyes and laughed; everyone was singing to our God! :) Ah. Abba you are truly Holy. The service was focused on John chapter six. The whole chapter. Yeah it was amazing how it was all covered. The general idea of the chapter...