School starts tomorrow…ahh! I have to wake up early too!! D: Terrible. I know. 7 AM will come too soon! :/

Abba give me strength to rise in the morning with a smile on my face. 

Goodnight to all of you! :)

Last night I talked to a close friend who reminded me that if I want something I need to surrender it to God and make it His…because if I get the thing I want and give it to Him only then will I know it was God’s will and desire. Monday I gave my brother this verse as he started his first day of school as a senior: 

Romans 12:2

Do not confirm any longer to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is-his good, pleasing and perfect will.

This verse applies to my life right now. I need to go to God and just lay it all out. I really want a 4.0 this year, that’s something that I KNOW I can get if I keep my focus on Him. 

Another verse that is helping me today is Job 8:21

He will yet fill your mouth with laughter, and your lips with shouting.

Good..because I need Him to do that! Third day of recruitment! :)

Love you all!!

Strength. In hard times we need strength…but our strength cannot come from us. It must come from God. He is stronger than the hurricane winds. He is my rock. 

Psalm 18:2

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

:) Love you all so much! 

Today is our first day of recruitment. Wow.

Last night I talked to a close friend about what I’ve been struggling with and this came up: I ‘m not being persistant with my relation with Abba. It killed me when I realized that. I just keep saying one thing and doing the opposite or nothing at all. I am suppose to be living an example, yet instead I’m living the life of a nonbeliever. God could always choose someone else to do the job He has already told me, but I want to be apart of His plan. I do not want to let my selfish desires ruin what God has planned for me to do. No one said being a follower of Christ would be easy, but somehow I had it wrapped around my mind that it would be a piece of cake. Heck, Christ himself was trialled EVERY SINGLE DAY—and He’s the Son of God! What makes us so special that life should be easier for us? The verse that my close friend related this to is Matthew 10:22 

You will be hated by everyone because of me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.

Remember this verse when you are in trial. It is WORTH it in the end! He will NOT let you suffer for nothing! God is not only our God but He’s also our Lover and our Father. 

I love you all. Please be praying for me, that I can live a consistant example of Jesus. Thank you and have a wonderful day!